pErgi

Yesterday is a history.....
Today is a present.....
That is why it is called a gift.....
So Life Must Go On.....

its more than 9 months till now that i realizes ive lost my lovely grandmother..
it was so painful.. :(

how can i survive this world without you?
thats the only thing that always comes in my mind,
I still remember, when you still in sleep, ill take that chance to look in your old face.
juz by looking in you face can make me cry..really2 miss u.. :'(

im sory if ive done anything that hurts you..
but, sincerely, deep in my heart..really2 cant bear if you leave me..like this...
and now, i need to face it..
ive grown enough..
ive grown enough to feel the pain nek..

im sory :'(..

the most regretful moment that ive ever feel was when you are in ward..
its not that i dont want to accompany you..
but i trusted you so much that you will come back home..
ive been waiting for you for that whole night..
how could you leave me without saying anything..
i miss you so much nek.. :'(
where else can i meet another grandma juz like you..
impossible..
in my whole life..
i really believe that you are the best in the world..

writing someting about you, saying your name like this..
ive cryin' enough..
i love you too much to let you go..
but i still and must believe..
thats is what Allah's promises..
innalillahiwainnilaihirojiun...
from Him we come, and to Him we return....

AL-FATIHAH..
to Allahyarhamah Hajah Patonah Bt Kaliman..
6/7/2011
:'( :'(